November 7, 2012

Lazarus

Circa 2008, the reason I am where I am now
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Alone in my room
For one whole day
No food, no drink
No comfort, no need
Only a radio and my dream
A nightmare of a reality

Failure strikes thrice
What is next, what is left
I ask

Little did I know
There was a plan for me

Somebody’s plan
Greater than my plan
Greater than lazaro’s

As I leave a chapter
I start another
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My heart is as dark as this place
And I've made so many mistakes
I’ve run from it, run from it
Where do I get all the reasons?
How can I say all the words?

[Chorus]

I want to live
But I don't want to live
Just to die more and more inside
I want to pray
But I don't want to pray
When the words seem hollow inside
Take me to the place I keep dreaming of
Give me the embracing love I wish for
Help me stand
Without my inevitable need for all the reasons to
Give me another chance
To find the light
All is unsure
But it's there I want to go
It's there I'll go

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