Fireworks Anticipation

WAKE UP.

You've been putting plans on hold for way too long now.

Relearning to Draw
On Hold For: 1 and a half weeks

Book Reading
On Hold For: 3 weeks

Resignation
On Hold For: 1 and a half months

Nature Hopping
On Hold For: 1 and a half months

Capturing Moments Everyday
On Hold For: 11 months

Weight Loss
On Hold For: 1 and a half years

Finding My Father
On Hold For: 2 years

Plans are the child of hunger and desires. They serve as proof of a hole, an emptiness, or a longing in your life. They are the very things that keep your life purposeful. Nevertheless, having no plans does not mean you are purposeless, you just lack the drive to make your life worth its worth, which is sad.

 

But really, what are plans when they are merely on hold? I'm just fooling myself.

I always make lists during New Year's Eve of things I want to do throughout the year. I end up accomplishing approximately 20% of what I've listed. Now, here I am, still letting my plans be on hold, waiting for fireworks to wake me up come 2013. I cannot say I'm contented, and I don't want to make excuses. But right now, more than half of my plans are still on hold. I will put them again on my annual list hoping to gain free time and adequate initiative to actually act on them. Sigh.