Never Can I Fill

To A Bottomless Cup
[Composed on December 4, 2011]
Restless soul can’t take control

Nothing will fill this wide hole

Only dreaming, contemplating

Never reaching, only ending

I’ll fade into this cold, cold night

I was giving up my life

All of it

To a bottomless cup

That never can I fill, never can I fill

Not in a billion years

I’m so quenched with tears

And I just can’t

I just can’t suppress anymore

Same mistakes can’t end abrupt

Wretched heart will just erupt

Only breaking, suffocating

Not surviving, only hanging

Won’t make it, this crumbling hand

Giving, giving

Taken for granted

Sinking, sinking

One and deserted

A helping hand declined

Another hand must find