Denied

 

I've stopped fighting against the current

Waving seas and raging oceans
I've stopped believing in forever
Dying love and sinking vision
I've stopped caring for my contentment
Endless needs and limited wings

Should I go back to where I should be?
Am I stuck on where I walked on?
'Cause reality strikes
And I just can't see if tomorrow is still possible

Stuck in all that tears me apart
Nothing feels right
But when I think of my situation
I know it is right
And altogether, walls crash, burn, and tumble
And altogether, I confess but mumble
I'm sinking into desperation
I don't know anything
I can't stand anything
All I know is your face declares my morning

I can't promise I can be better
Static's swaying me further away
I can't even think I'm worthy
Reckless hands and brittle evenings
I don't want to know the days ahead
Can't live without you beside this bed

Stuck in all that tears me apart
Nothing feels right
But when I think of my situation
I know it is right
And altogether, walls crash, burn, and tumble
And altogether, I confess but mumble
I'm sinking into desperation
I don't know anything
I can't stand anything
All I know is your face declares my morning

So lost in my hiding places
Can't stand abolished senses
Why should I contain this?
The reasons are so senseless
Can't help but suffer
Not having to hold you
In the light of day
Can't help but endure
Seeing you from afar

Denied the right to kiss you